Last night was Simon's 19th birthday. For all of you folks who don't know who my good friend Simon is, boyfriend siya ni Lanel na kaibigan ko sa school. Anyway, last night we had a drinking session at his house sa Vista Verde. Man 'twas far pero ayos lang...drinks yun eh. haha I got there at around 8 pm. Konti palang mga tao, there was Alister, then Genesis...(he's a dude ^_^), Kim!!! (gusto ko din ng snakes!!) then Bob and someone i forgot the name. (Sorry ^_^) Anyway, we set up the tables and chairs for the drinks. People started coming at around 9-10 in the evening. First off? Red Horse. hahaha maybe it's because i was so caught up in jamming (there was a guitar) with Alister and Genesis and Kim, na nakalimutan ko na ang dami ko na palang nainom. Wooooot @_@ My eyes started to feel a bit woozy at around 10 tapos maubos ng Red Horse. Up next? Rum coke. hahaha luckily we had a very talented bartender, whose name i forgot (again, sorry ^_^) but i remember Simon and Kim calling him Kuya something...hahaha dunno.

Anyway, shots went around and i swear di ko napapansin yung binabanatan ko. hahaha after that, tumayo ako para magwiwi, ooooppsss WRONG. My head felt like a big jar of clay and shit? haha dunno how that would feel pero woozy na. Oh and uh, kaya ako mabilis tinamaan eh dahil hindi ako natulog nung hapon ^_^ i pissed on the empty lawn upfront for like 4 consecutive times after every rum-coke shot. hahah ooohhhhhh i forgot!! there was this huge platter of food. chicken, sisig, pancit and some more sisig. haha andami kong nakaing sisig @_@ what the?!?! anyway i got really drunk around 12 when i tried to piss instead, i threw up. hahaha the hell..haha binge drinking i guess..hahahah anyway after nun, nawala agad yung sakit ng ulo. Drank alot of water and was okay. ^_^ tsk tsk..dapat pala nag black coffee ako agad para boom!! tanggal agad sakit ng ulo. Tsk so after throwing up, i decided to pass all shots and just try and put my head back together. Bale mga around 12:30 na ata nung nagpaalam na ako umuwi, luckily kasabay ko si kim. sayang i wish i could've stayed alot longer pero i have this NSTP seminar the following morning, which i did not attend to. Grabe ang antok ko nun. Nasa jeep pa nga lang kame ni Kim stuck up na eh...haha ^_^ crap. Oh well, at least that was a drinking session id definitely remember. Alak pa!! Tugtog pa Emo kim!! hahaha bye

"And like knives, her stares cut me down, choked the life out of me...
But who said anything about me giving up? No..i wouldn't even think of that option...
I hate being surrounded by walls, of feeling so locked up when everything seems to be so near..."

-xoxo

Hey. I dunno if anyone still drops by this blog. Anyway it's quarter to 2 in the morning as im typing this. I get bored easily so...blogging's the way to go. First off, Prelims is finally over. I don't even remember how and why it lasted THIS long compared to the previous prelims (previous semesters) i had. Actually, this prelims was quite dragging, tiring and NOT rewarding, for the most part that is. Seriously. Trauma levels have been raised to the next notch in subject areas such as Statistics, Rizal Course and God forbid Biology (oh may gahd its edna mode @_@) ohhhhh craaaaappppp what the...may finals pa ika nga ni Dustin. ^_^ hehe another month and maybe a half for me to cope up and finally pull my grade higher. Tsk tsk..im 21 days fresh from the New Year and up til now i haven't done anything THAT productive. Rawr. Yeah that's pretty much about the Prelims. Let's pray that Mick gets the grades he deserves...on second thought no-less-than-2.5-prayers will be much appreciated ^_^ It helps...

Now we go to----> FREAKING BACK PAINS. T_T I reckon this shit started after lunch from my usual NSTP schedule which AGAIN never fails to be a drag on what could be a wonderful Saturday morning. O_o Oh i forgot, weird experience this MOURNING (morning ^_^) before going to NSTP. Usually, i get to the NSTP site by riding teh LRT from Katips to Legarda, take a jeep to Espana, take another jeep from Espana to Vicente Cruz, take ANOTHER damn jeep with the route of Balic-Balic and lastly, i can either walk or ride a trike, which pretty much costs a 20, which is a bummer for a very very short distance (-_-) tsk tsk. Anyway what happened was, instead of going through the usual route, since medyo malayo nga, eh di sa Pureza nalang ako bumaba kasi from the school, you can see the station which i assumed was prolly much closer and faster. WRONG. >_< Eh ako si ogag kanina baba sa Pureza, pagkalabas ng station nakakita ng Pedicab. Uy natuwa!! Hahaha kala
automatic na makakadating dun sa school. Sabi ko "Manong, dun po sa may Iglesia ni Cristo, sa harap nung Pedro Pelaez Elementary School" tapos sabay ngite ang ogag. Sabi nung manong oo daw, bababa nya daw ako malapit dun and if i wanted to i can walk since it was a short distance, according to him. So after 5 mins in the Pedicab, things got smelly, fishy, shitty and duuurrrrtttyyyy. Oh gahd where da pak am i? Binaba ako nung manong dun sa riles T_T Sa riles where i dunno, 3,000? 4,000 people living under shanties, freakin' small houses. Anyway ang una nun eh takot. Syempre stereotyped na ng movies na where there's dudes with no shirts with alot, and i mean ALOT of tattoos eh you should expect trouble or something to happen. Luckily, pagdaan ko dun, there was an on-going demolition by the MMDA of the houses along the tracks. Nawala yung takot ko eh. hehe maybe because i know na if something happens, takbo nalang ako dun sa mga manong MMDA na may mga maso, sige papalag ba? haha kidding. Anyway, from there i saw a trike that'd take me directly to the school. 10 pesos lang andun na. Nice. So..there. That would be the last time i take that damn route. Stupid Mick. ^_^ hahaha Whew....haba na ah!! Yeah since the post itself is as long as my hair, ill cut things short now. Bullet format na to!! Oh and uh..i dunno di ko alam kung ano nangyare at nag-iinarte ang likod at balakang ko ngayon. tsktsk masakit na talaga eh T_T

*My hair is basically alot longer, thicker and somewhat more irritating than it used to be, considering it's up to my back and down my shoulders now. WOot WoOt Dreadlocks galore? hahaha maybe...O_O
*Problems? Hala marami. Tsk tsk and Lj's not the best place where id tell them. Punta kayo dito kwento nalang hahaha kidding. But seriously, madami talaga. I just don't tell anyone ^_^ Smile even if everything around me seems to fall faster than i can say the word "emo"
*Lastly, last night's drinking session at Camz's place was fun. Madami kame. 12 ata? Well there was Me, Dax, Osang, Iann, Lanel, Simon, Alister, Ali, Camz, Noodle, Ruby at si Migs ba yun? basta basta. Fun. Soundtrip, guitar, El hombre shots and Red Horse. Oh and uh...wala ata nalasing sa mga lalaki eh? Hahaha tsktsk mga tomador!! Next time. ^_^

Less talk means less mistakes Mick, keep that in mind. Just wait.

hi guys it's already 4:57 in the morning of Christmas Day and im still drinking. Hooray for Christmas, ngayon ko lang na-feel yung totoong spirit shit nya. Nakakatuwa. Im half-drunk, shit-faced and cranky as im typing this pero okay parin. I miss Daxy so much...T_T want to see her na..hehe ayon wula lang update crap lang ako! ^_^ hehe take care everyone and hope you had a very very merry christmas!!! New Year nalang!! ^_^ buh-bye

*i miss daxy even more as i type this...(di ako lasing hallerrr..sakto lang ^_^)

Hey what's up? Yeah apparently halos inaamag na etong livejournal ko. Langya halos isang buwan na ata or so since i last posted in here. Frrttt...minsan kapag wala ako sa pc, again, andami kong naiisip na isulat. Pero kapag andito na sa harap, hahawak na ang kamay sa keyboard...eh biglang nawawala lahat. Anyway first off, it's Christmas break and im...3 days away from christmas. hooray me getting presents and stuff from relatives >_< First off, may phone na ako!! haha after 2 buwan na ata, nagkaroon narin. Eh pano, asa morgue na ata yung 7650 ko (RIP Tush) yeah Tush yung name nya..sounds like ass to me. ASs-phone. haha o tama na corny na eh. Anyway, mom bought me and my two sisters a Motorola Razr. Cool. Yun palang ata yung isang phone na talagang nagustuhan ko. Di naman ako maarte dati sa telepono eh, nung nakita ko lang yung Razr na yun eh tska ko nagustuhan. Ayon. I got it last Sunday at Gale. Installment basis siya for 12 months, 850 a month ata. Ayun. Next up...hmmm..oh yeah almost forgot, bagong soundtrip mga chong!!! eto eto list ko muna...

Mozart Season
Jamies Elsewhere
This Providence
Destroy the Runner
Your Name in Vain
at..tentenene tenen!! ALESANA parin!! hahah

oohh..nga pala about my previous post, i take back what i said about the subjects part. Ung im hyped up with RC? Nah, crappy. Philo okay pa eh..tapos..Stat..hmm..medyo okay lang din..kaya pa naman. Anyway the actual highlight of this post is Paskuhan 2006. Ganun pa din. Fireworks, Bands, Program, Food and lotsa lotsa people i dont' even know. ahhaha (dim!! di kita nakita tae ka!!) Anyway, pumunta ko dun mga 7 na ata..shiiittt di ko na naman naabutan yung fireworks display. Nasa legarda station ako ng LRT nung nagstart siya. Great. tsk tsk anyway pagdating dun..tambay sa fountain kasama si dax tska mga ibang ka-block nya. Ayon. Uy eto pa...yung mga tao sa fountain? Aba'y aliw na aliw dun...as in aliw na kid na nakakuha ng wish nyang toy sa pasko. Grabe...nakakatawa at nakakatuwa at the same time. Nakakatawa dahil A.) nagmumukha silang mga payaso B.) dahil kakaiba ang tili nila kapag muntikan nang mabasa nang tubig ng fountain (which is by the way, recycled water ^_^) and C.) OMG they're taking pictures while doing it. Hahaha ewan i find if funny pero the hell, malay mo yung ang cool sa kanila. Ehem ehem ehem cough cough. Tapos ito pa, first time nakakain ako nung free ng Paskuhan. Uy oa ang babaw pero masaya. Nag-assume kasi ako agad na masyadong mahaba yung pila haha di naman pala. Mcdo pa ung nabanatan ko waehehhe. Lakad kame ni Daxy tapos nakita namen si bubu osang. Ayon diretso sa food tambay sa fountain and blah blah blah...Basically, the night was simply fun. Haha asa nalang na i'd tell you the details kung baket masaya..basta..^_^ haaaaayyy...anyway that's a pretty long post. Tsk whew masaya din pala mag-blog kapag marami ka talagang masasabi. Anyway, Christmas, New Year? Here i come...

2nd sem's just started...new subjects new profs new pe...lahat bago..hehe luckily, i didn't get any failing marks the previous semester. Woot hooray for late night crammed papers!! hahha for this sem, i have Rizal Course, Rational Psych ( O_o) wtf?, Philippine History, STAT, (>_<), Speech/Public Speaking and others..hehe mga continuation lang...philo na theo naman pala..anyway the new subjects seem interesting, course code palang tska description may dating na eh..id prolly be hyped up with Speech, RC and Psych..haha dunno. they seem interesting. So much of teh school stuff. Hopefully this sem, my primary goals are (A). To pass all subjects (dooohhh...) (B) To get the highest grade as much as possible ( libre mangarap mga gago) (C) and last, sana ang pinaka-mababa kong grade is 2.5...hehe ayoko na ng 2.75 anchakit sa mata..buti nga wala ako tres last sem eh..ehhe ^_^

Oh btw i found this gif sa Photobucket...haha boysetsfire amp pero si Sonny Moore yan ng From First to Last eh..hehe

OH oh oh guys get these new artists i found on the net nung sembreak, magagaling pramis: ^_^
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Greeley Estates
The HOTNESS
Showbread
Cobra Starship
at siyempre ang walang kamatayang ALESANA WOOT WOOT WOOT!!!

gusto ko gayahin to



hehe anyway again, random thought, i've been thinking about IT lately and well, i figured out it's definitely time to stop waiting for her. Sana last emo post na to haha GODDAMN it whatever i do i can't get her out of my head...T_T badtrip na...hindi na ako nagiging emo eh nakakagalit na eh hahaha joke ^_^ basta...mind over..er..heart..ganon nalang siguro. hehe It's useless.

Ah yes yes matagal-tagal din nang huli akong nagpost dito. Tsk tsk siguro im not really cut out for this blog stuff...takte pag wala sa pc, andaming naiisip na isulat, pag nasa harap na, nawawala nang parang bula. shit. anyway i've just arrived from Baguio. ayos pare, ayos. sulit yung hinayupak na biyahe...haha nakakapagod magdrive, take note hanggang Tarlac palang ginawa ko @_@ haha plus, the aircon of the van was busted so it was freakin hot while we were still driving..tapos leather seats pa...yeah ultimate glue langya ang init nun mga tol. Anyway so much for ranting about how uncomfortable the trip going there was, time to go to them good parts. ^_^ hehe from Benguet, you can already feel the cold breeze through Kennon Road. haha dun palang, excited na amf. Anyway, Kennon Road was er...still Kennon Road. Not as bumpy and moon-like (er...craters that is) as i expected it to be. from there, it's about a 45-minute drive to get up to Baguio City itself. Cool, no not really cool, try FREAKIN' COLD. ^_^ hahaha depende siguro, ako lamig na lamig eh...winter shit feeling nga kuno. haha anyways. we arrived at the Baguio Country Club around 4-5:00 in the afternoon. 'Twas dark already, like 6pm in Manila @_@ and yeah, as i've said, it's freakin' cold. haha never thought i'd see the day when it's so cold i could see my breath here in the Philippines, but..er..ehhe it did happen, and i did see my breath. woot ^_^ yeah i know no biggie for you dorks but for morons like me, it is. So just stfup hokey? appear. o eto sayo, kulangot ng intsik. O_o

Basically, the trip itself is not for vacation but for work. Pictorial ng mga models for a Bridal Fair and Exhibit next year, prolly February. haha i didn't really work my ass off, usual dork things. Eat, bum around, sleep, laugh at people doing stuff thinking no one's looking at them (from picking their noses, scratching them eggs or pulling their pants outward, yung kapag matagal ka nang nakaupo then you get up, and your brief and pants stick to your ass and it gets stuck for about a minute hahaha) nakakatawa ang reactions nung mga ugok dun when you look at them and they know you saw just what the f*ck they did...hahaha meron nga isa dun, kunyari may kinukuha sa bulsa, yun pala kumakambyo na. hahaha tawa ako eh, langya breakfast ganun na ganun makikita mo. Anyway, first thing i noticed is that Baguio, unlike Manila is really clean. Not the usual pile or crap or dirt you see on the streets or on sidewalks, malinis talaga. Though it's also polluted, what the heck, astig Baguio eh. ^_^ hahaha sa totoo lang, from there, nainggit ako sa mga taga-Baguio. Astig ng lugar nila, uphill crap, pataas pababa. At the same time, though they live in the mountains, they are also highly urbanized. Plus, the temperature is freakin' awesome. If you were a noobie to the place, you'd better wear a jacket all day as sudden gusts of wind are sick and they hurt to the skin, ALOT. Overall, the Baguio trip was superb, aside from the fact na ako lang andun, mas okay sana kung andun kame lahat. hehehe next time, next time.





*slaps own face*


Dude, for crying out loud, stop. It's not healthy. From your dreams, it'll be nightmares if you don't stop thinking of her.






T_T

Right now, i am again, addicted to The Ponytail Parades by Emery. I've been listening to the damn song for about 3 hours straight over and over and OVER and OVER again. Dunno, the lyrics just seem to get me in one way or another.
Anyway, one more week and it's sembreak. No profs, no papers, no CRITIC SHIT (pakyu!!), no quizzes, no old bitch whining about how Excel and Word works, no dork blockmates, none of that crap in 3 weeks. 3 whole weeks of nothing but RAN, Sleep, PS2 Dirge of Cerberus ( haha coco aabutan na kita!!), food, sleep again and youtube. Haha i can taste it, oh yes, power leveling up in RAN. Adik na nga talaga ako amf.
Back to Emery's song, Ponytail Parades. Ganda talaga. Galing kung pano sila mag mix ng lyrics at instruments, haha.
and i quote teh most infectious stanza of the song
" How can you take all these days?
(What is inside me? What have i done?)
And throw them away...
(Is this the only, way that you'll notice me?)
As i sit here waiting...
(Dead words for closed ears, all this is sung)
FOR YOU!! FOR YOU!!

I stay up nights
(if you're still pretending this is what's right)
Until STARS leave the sky
(Why can't you look at me can you only see one side? Your side?)
Knowing what my dreams...
Take Away!! Take Away!! "

Ayon, hehe the best. So far, the past few weeks have been tiring and depressing at the same time. too much schoolwork is killing me. masyado kasi pa-importansiya mga ibang prof eh. Balang araw, matitikman nila ang aking hustisya!! haha Sem break na, sem break na >_<

Oh wait, lemme go emo for a moment muna. It's getting harder and harder to smile when im around HER. Fake oo, pero yung totoo mahirap talaga. i guess i've been lingering on this too long enough na sobrang attached ko na sa kanya. Sometimes, i would look at her and just smile, pero i KNOW she would never smile at me back the way i wanted it to be. Tangina napakahirap ba gawin yon?!?Plain and simple, i wanted to mean everything to her. Pero i guess it's my own fault things got way too complicated.
Haaayy...i just hope she's happy T_T
There never was a day that i didn't think about her, never did a moment pass that i wished i could just hug her...





Tama na, gagawa pa ko english.

*sniff sniff, sob sob*

SUNDAY ang araw nang isinumpa ko ang NSTP. Napakalaking perwisyo ang dinulot sakin ng hayup na NSTP na yon. Nang dahil lang sa buhok, na pinapayagan naman sa COLLEGE ko, ay sinita ako at na-delay ang test ng 5 oras. Lalo akong nabadtrip dahil birthday ko nun, na dapat nung araw na yon eh kasama ko ang pamilya ko eh ang nangyare nga, tumanga ako sa hinayupak na NSTP na yon para mag-test ng halos 15 minutos lang at ang kapalit? isang masayang araw sana kasama ang pamilya ko. T_T *rant rant rant*

(Throws chair in the wall whilst screaming various curses) *whew*

Anyway, it's all said and done. No need to scream and curse about it (though i still do) when i think of it. Overall, that particular SUNDAY is not any special than it should be. Sayang, hindi ko man lang naramdaman yung birthday-ish power nung araw na yon. haha well anyway, there's one postiive thing that happened that sunday. I made a lot of friends. =) haha at dahil saan? dahil marami kaming mahaba ang buhok. lahat kami halos nag-isip ng paraan para lang makatest. marami akong nakilala, mga taga CFAD, (super punks ng UST ang mga to'!!) mga taga CONSERVATORY OF MUSIC na talaga namang pamatay ang mga long hair, at mga iba pa. Isa talaga na kasama ko buong hapon na yun eh si Nonoy. haha ang bago kong kaibigan na taga journalism. beri gud ang bonding namen nun, pero nga lang, siya nagpagupit talaga. T_T hahaha sayang tol pahabain mo nalang. anyway, tama na nga yung linggong yon at baka bumalik ang poot na aking nadarama at may mahagisan pa ako ng upuan dito.

Monday, pass ng paper sa NatSci, kinig sa lecture ni Atalia na unti-unting bume-brainwash sakin. haha ang peyborit kong si Dalangin at yung titser ng akala mo eh Kindergarten ang tinuturuan. (Alam nyo kung sino yun, ung ubo*pakyu*ubo combo ko) hahaha tapos ng classes, kain sa BK, tambay, uwi agad. Uwi, bukas ng PC, patugtog ng Alesana at mahimbing na hihiga, matutulog, mananaginip at muling babangon para magsaing ng kanin.

Nga pala, katuwa tong picture na to, mukha akong malinis, parang "good grooming" at si Coco ay mukhang Manager ng isang call center. (Peace!!)

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Wahahahhahaha joke.
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hahahaha

Tagal ko na mula ng huling nakapag-post dito ah. Okay..ano ba kwento ngayon? hmm...not much, pare-parehas lang na mga katarantaduhan na pinapagawa samin ng mga prof namen. hahaha nga pala, accreditation na sa AB ngayon kaya prim and proper kuno lahat ng mga tao, eh kanina lang sa room amoy ihi ng matanda eh. Nakakatawa nga naman ang sistema, sobrang superficial ng mga pinaggagagawa nila when they all know na hindi fully cooperative ang mga students sa mga gusto nilang mangyare. Hayyy...AB politics really is the cream of the crop. haha onga pala, kwento ko pa yung Society Night!! hahaha FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN KICKASS DRINKING FUN!!!

Dumating ako dun mga past 7 na ata, pagdating ko asa labas pa si Coco kasama si Aiko, eh di dun muna ko tumambay. hahaha cool kaya ng suot ni coco nun mukhang lalake dahil dun sa polo tapos may parang er...vest ba yun? haha basta "preppy" look ika nga. hehe anyway Ria came out and told us na we should be getting inside kasi kakain na, unfortunately hindi naman ako gutom and so is Coco. kaya yon, napilitan lang kame kumaen kasi nga sayang naman yung bayad kung di gagamitin. haha pag-akyat ko dun, si Dustin eh dumidigma na!!! Yan naman ang gusto ko eh..hehe soldier sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay. hehe tapos kumaen, nuod ng konting Mr.&Mrs. Asian contest pero si Dustin lang talaga inaabangan ko dun tsaka si Anj. hahah cool na cool noon si pareng Dustin eh, kakaiba. hahahah na-bore ako, bumaba at nag round 1 na ng kaibigang Red Horse.

LAKING GULAT KO, BUMABA SI FIDEL, hahaha ang resident "Harry Potter" ng 2ASN1 na hindi ko inaakalang umiinom, umupo sa tabi ko dun sa may Bar, at biglang sabi ng "Tinatamad ako dun sa taas, inom muna ko." BWAHAHAHHA NANLAKI TALAGA MATA KO NUN EH, PARANG, FIDEL?!!? IKAW BA YAN!?!?!? hahaha anyway, he handled his alcohol pretty well. Apir tol, astig ka. hahahah next time lasingan na talaga. After nung party proper, uminom nalang kame nila Coco, Dustin, Anj, Jz, ako at Ria. Well, wala naman talaga ininom si Ria, er..banana shake something lang ata. hahah simple lang yung inuman namin, tawanan at kulitan. Pero i can say na that was by far, one of the best drinking sessions i've ever had. hahaha simpleng simple just with the friends you really love. hahahha the best apir tayo mga chong!!! hahahah (TOL!! ANLAKAS NUNG RED HORSE DUN DIBA?!?!) hahah